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Welcome to my world. I always say that in my world there is always chocolate covered rainbows and rivers that flow with caramel. I'm inviting you in to take a look at what my world really looks like. My name is Tiffany and I am inviting you into my family and all the ups and downs we experience. I don't have a filter and will tell you pretty much anything and everything I can. (This is cheaper then therapy) Due to this verbal vomiting I change the names of all those I hold near and dear and even those I don't because though I have given you a day pass into my life, they haven't and I will respect their wishes and thoughts in this area. Main players will always be my daughter Mini.
Disclaimer: Good, bad, pretty and ugly, I will tell it. And though this may make you uncomfortable please remember that by reading this blog you signed up for those feelings so sit back relax and enjoy. Oh and Welcome to my Happy Little World. Later Days Tiffany

Monday, August 20, 2012

Worse or Better

You know how people always give that certain look when they learn of a tragedy? Well for you sake's I hope you never are on the receiving. Of course I've also learned how their tone drops just enough to show sympathy and that really kind of irks me right now. But then again this weeks chalking up to not the best week in the world. 
I have this big ball of sadness just sitting on my chest and though I'm trying so hard to push things to the side this week is starting out not so well. To tell the truth I'm not really a lot of fun. I didn't think of it at first. I mean I knew that I was feeling blue but I couldn't put my finger on the why. Then I figured it out. Tomorrow is 6 months. I thought I was doing well. Most days I am but for some reason my body and mind are telling me something different this week. I've thought about her a lot more here lately and it hurts all over again. Needless to say I'm not really happy this week. Then of course there are some other things popping up that I'm just not handling very well and I'm not in the mood or mindset to share. I'm back to feeling lost and I don't like that feeling in my world. 
"It's always darkest before the dawn." I just wish I could see some dawn soon. I want something good to happen. Anyway that's my pitty party and I'll cry if I want to I guess. 
Later Days
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