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Welcome to my world. I always say that in my world there is always chocolate covered rainbows and rivers that flow with caramel. I'm inviting you in to take a look at what my world really looks like. My name is Tiffany and I am inviting you into my family and all the ups and downs we experience. I don't have a filter and will tell you pretty much anything and everything I can. (This is cheaper then therapy) Due to this verbal vomiting I change the names of all those I hold near and dear and even those I don't because though I have given you a day pass into my life, they haven't and I will respect their wishes and thoughts in this area. Main players will always be my daughter Mini.
Disclaimer: Good, bad, pretty and ugly, I will tell it. And though this may make you uncomfortable please remember that by reading this blog you signed up for those feelings so sit back relax and enjoy. Oh and Welcome to my Happy Little World. Later Days Tiffany

Sunday, February 3, 2013

A little bit stronger

Well hello to all my faithful readers. It's that time again. Time for me to write about whats been going on. As you all know we have been struggling through many things. And as I write this I find myself listening to Sara Evens Stronger and though she is talking about a man walking out on her I still find that it speaks to me about how I feel. I've also come to many conclusions. First I'm never gonna fully heal, but I am going to get stronger. Everyday I feel myself breathing easier.
We will be celebrating her birthday in a few weeks and as much as it still hurts I still am very blessed that I got to have her for even a moment. I am stronger for what I have faced, I am stronger for the family and friends that I have had stand behind me. I have been disconnected because of stress. I have allowed so much to weigh on my mind and this year I've vowed to do something about it. I have to think of me as Roo keeps telling me. I have to think that sometimes I just can't make everyone happy and that I must concentrate on me. Late last year I was told that I wasn't allowing myself to heal so I've been working on that. And though I still want to make everyone happy I have to work on me. So that is what I am working on. I am going to make myself happy "If you are unhappy about how things are going then maybe you need to change" I will keep you posted as I work everything.This year is a year of change well  hopeful change.
Later Days

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