I'm tired. I feel...Well I'm restless. I get this way every so often mainly because I put myself in this state of stress. I need to learn to plan better and realize that I can't please everyone and sometimes I have to step back and see that I need to rest. Right now it doesn't feel like it's going to happen. Today I worked at the High School, I then came home and ate lunch with my mom then it was off to do some school work as today is the last day in class. Then it's more work. The phone didn't quit ringing my school work wasn't finished and I have this nagging headache that just won't go away. I know it's life and that life, to ofter, get's in the way but damn, when do I get the break? When do I truly get to just relax and not have to worry about anything.
Is it possible to drown in your own head? Sometimes I feel like we are barely afloat and yet it seems like I can tread just enough water to continue to breath. But then there are those times that I feel like I'm slowly going under. I never know how to deal with those times really well. I mean I don't drink so I can't drink myself into a stupor so I don't have to deal. But again damn. I think I need a vacation. Or maybe just some time to unplug. yeah maybe that's it. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
Good Night peeps
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